6.11.03

This has been a crazy two weeks. I through a small party at my house while my parents were out at the lake 2 saturdays ago. Henry, Jordon, Jesi, Alicia, Henry’s girlfriend all came to my house for the night. We had somewhat of a pool party. Before people started to come over me and Rachel got in a fight over something stupid. We both agreed to take a week ‘break’ the next day after the party. We were all having fun at the party. Eventually everybody started leaving. Before that me and Alicia were talking in the backyard. She said that she didn’t want to go home and wished she had a place she could stay the night at. Since my parents were out at the lake I told here that she could stay at my house for the night. I was going to sleep in Colton’s bed and Alicia was going to take mine. After everybody left I asked if she wanted to watch a movie. She picked out a DVD to watch and the only place we have a DVD player is in my room. So we went in my room and started watching it. As the movie went along she was getting scared so being the jackass I am I made my move and we ended up sleeping together. To make a long story short she told me that she was on the pill before we did anything. A couple of days after that and after we had slept together again she told me that she forgot that she hasen’t been taking the pill for a month and a half. I ended up telling Rachel that I cheated on her and to say the least she was pissed. 3 days after I told her we ended up working things out. Now were at the point now. I should now on the 17 if Alicia’s pregnant. I going to try to take her to planned parenthood and find out sooner. Rachel and me are fighting again so I called her and told her I want to take a break. The reason is because I want to get my crap together and find out if Alicia is pregnant. So this should also be another interesting 2 weeks coming up.